I am sorry for what I have done

They hate me for what I have done
Can they just forgive me?

I want to say sorry but they won't except it
Maybe I should apologize but it is impossible
All way of communication is blocked
Maybe by a mediator ?
If I had one wish I would wish I never went through this
I want to hurt myself

But there is one person that can help me that is GOD
he is powerful can anybody see it
as we lift our heads people look at one another
some have feeling that could hurt one another
I had good friends but it just seems I wish I would have had them as my friends again,
But all I could say is I am sorry for what I have done!

that is why I need to talk to you
just 5 minutes would be enough
how is it possible?
even if for the last time.
I need to talk to you
Could you just turn the page?
Could you just take it easy?
Could you just give me a new chance?

I am sorry for what I have done.
I didn't imagine the consequence of it
I was so crazy
I was so childish

I could see it as funny if we were on war
How a none serious crazy joke follow a fight
I would never imagine that.
At least we could just talk and stop the fight each other
I don't ask you to be my friend if you don't want.

Is it the price to learn by mistake?

now I am feeling a little bit better
Maybe the time helps
But I will fell much more better
after talking with you

I am sorry for what I have done
Many times I look back but now I learned my lesson
Every minute I think about what I have done
I cry and cry but my tears are not helping